It's hard for me to believe that tonight is the last I will spend at home before our new arrival. Our little girl will be here so soon it's amazing to me. I actually wonder why. One would think with three children already it would not feel so brand new to have another baby, yet it feels like the first time in many ways. We'll leave for the hospital at 3 am tomorrow and arrive home with a new little one. I can't wait to meet her... to smell her fresh baby scent and watch her personality develop as she grows. I keep looking at my youngest daughter thinking she won't be my baby any longer, in a way it makes me sad. But I can just see how much of a wonderful big sister she will be. God has truly blessed me, being a mother is the most awesome thing and I feel honored that God chose me to nurture these four sweet little ladies.